Decision Making

Yes~ It's Monday. Monday Monday blue. Hope my blue will not stay up too long. 

Well, I had tendered my resignation on 29th February 2016 and yet my boss doesn't wants to accept my resignation but allowed me to have 2 months long break. To take or not to take?

Frankly speaking, I don't think i want to work in the same company again after 6 years. And continue carry on for another 6 years? I want to try on new environment, new company, new place and new thing. For sure, in order to get used to these new life, I have to get through several challenges and be well prepared that maybe the next company will not be better than the current. 

Do I well prepare? Hmm... tough one. Might be yes, might be no. 

Just anyhow I feel I got no more passion at work right now. No motivation, no encouragement, no appreciation. I don't want to spend my rest of my working life just like this. I can see that my dreams, my ambition will leave me far far away if I'm staying right here. 

I want to breakthrough the current condition. Try to live up my life. Face to the new challenges. I don't fear of change, I fear of NO CHANGE. If I lose, I can try and try again. But if I don't make a change, there's no chance for me to try and everything will just be static. 

Always hope for a better tomorrow. 

Systematic Lupus Erymatheus(SLE) on me...for now

I hadn't been knowing the disease of Systematic Lupus Erymatheus(SLE) until myself got strike by it. It's been 4 years after I was diagnosed with such disease from July of 2011. All the way long, I'm glad to have my family, friends and colleagues keep on supporting and lend me a hand whenever I need them.

Of course, in between these 4 years, there are many changes had appeared on me. I had changed in my dietary, lifestyles and the attitude towards life. I spend most of my time with my family and friends. I appreciate every moments I had with them. Appreciating every important details of my life even in their life.

Now, for sure, stress is not allowed as advised by the doctors. However, as a working adult, that's a tough task been given to me as a project coordinator. Anyhow, I just work my best to cater with all the difficulties and be work-life balance.

I know that there might be many out there like me now, or even worsen. What i would share here is to be optimistic. Don't think all about the negativity of this disease. Follow the doctors advises and prescriptions. Adopt with a healthy lifestyles like monitoring your dietary and do exercises. I know it's not easy to simply start with. Step by step and slowly you can adapt with that.

There are so many beautiful things, people in the world. There are many that we never been explore or encounter. Live longer to see more!

Keep it up for all and myself! This is my life which I can control! (>‿◠)✌ 

Here I come merlion

I'm currently at Singapore for a short vacation. In fact I had been here for several times. I'm always here to visit my best buddy here.

This is the longest stay for me at Singapore and will try to explore more places that I never been too.

Well, I'm now inside the mrt and heading to orchard road to have a peek.

Yeah! Happy weekend!

Heart-felt condolences for the family and relatives of the victims of MH 17 17th July 2014

I was woke by shock due to the incident happened to MH 17 a flight flew from Amsterdam to Kuala Lumpur. It's been announced that it might be shot down by a missile by the rebels at the eastern of Ukraine.

What really sadden me was when I watched the news, videos, social medias' images. I saw the aircraft has been tear off in pieces. And...the bodies over the ground. Today is no more a funky Friday. This is a sad news for all.
 

 MH17 crash: MAS plane crashes in Ukraine

http://wtvr.com/2014/07/17/malaysia-airlines-crash/

Ukraine Plane Crash: Malaysian Airlines Flight MH17 Downed, 295 People Aboard

Deep condolences to the family and friends of the victims MH 17.

Daily life - Rainy days~ Job Hunting~

What a great rainy day we have in this morning! Oopppsss...some might not like it just like my site personnel all should be shouting: "Why?!!" xoxo

Anyhow, it's July for the year 2014. Half of the year has been gone! And, I found out that I was achieving nothing?!

Well, trying hard to apply job and went through a few interviews. One of them is the local contractor which having a few projects on hand. He is ready to accept me and offer me the job with higher pay and just awaiting for me to say yes! After some considerations I made, finally I had rejected him.

Then, most recent was a job at Macau. Once I saw the location is at Macau, I really want to get this job so desperately. In seconds, I update my resume and submit to the HR department and keep myself long wait for the respond. Finally, they did respond and asked for Skype interview.

I was so nervous for the interview. At last, I did my best for the interview as the interviewer is not too harsh and in a casual way. I had been waiting for their email with the offer letter, but, result is negative. No news means I was failed.

It's okay! Never try never know. I must be weak in some points which others can completely win it. Hence, I'm trying hard to hunt for overseas job and try to expose myself to a different culture. (And, can try to live on a new place is my main aim! LOLxxx)

The inflexibility in own work time

What's the boss rights against his employees?

Where's the boundary for the employees shall work with?

Is it even an employee can't even arrange his own holidays?

Even it's a boss's order to work on public holidays, he/she shall obey?

These always been questioned by many of the employees. Especially those employees works under a boss that doesn't cares what's holidays are there, as long as he orders you obeys. Whenever he calls, you have to pick up the phone even it's on Sunday! Wherever he asks you to travel for a business trips, you have to go even it falls on public holidays!

Am I going to obey? NO! DEFINITELY!

I was been text this morning as he wants me to go for a business trip AGAIN during coming public holidays which I had been planned to spare my time with my bestie as she is going to have a pre-wedding ceremony at Ipoh, Perak. I'm going to fly there to accompany her all time for the whole relative meeting ceremony. This is an important event for my bestie before she is getting marry with hers fiance.

I don't want to miss any of hers important events in hers life. She is really a soul mate of mine. She is too important for me. She is a part of my family. How could I absent from there????

He is always being inconsiderate and been cancelled my application of leaves for several times. As I had to respected him, because he is my boss, the payer of my salary. Sometimes, I will have a thought that does that means I need to obey him for everything even it's interfere with my personal life?

I really fed up for many times, and thought to tender my resignation. But, I'm handling one of the projects from the beginning and it's coming to an ends, I prefer to finish it off before I left. This is the main reason been dragging me all time.

It's time now. To really think of my future career. For a better tomorrow. For a better me, freely me!

"Life is not a marathon" - A great quote!

Recently watched a Japan CM.

LIFE IS NOT A MARATHON

It quoted as follow:-

「人生はマラソンじゃない！
誰が決めたコースなんだよ！
誰が決めたゴールなんだよ！
道はひとつじゃない！
ゴールは一つじゃない！」

 

"Life is not a marathon!

Who to decide which course to follow with?

Who to decide which goal to achieve?

There's not only one path to follow!

There's not only  one goal to achieve!"

I was moved by this CM. It's motivated me. Try to think out of the box! Every paths, every courses, every roads, every goals, that you took is leading you towards to a different tomorrow. No matter there are obstacles or failures in the process, you are creating your own life! 

No one has the right to criticise on others' selection of life pathways. Everyone has the right to live their own life! Every matter is not a matter for the one who living up his way of life! 

すべて人生がすばらしい！Everyone's life is amazing!